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Silence.
2 min read
Silence. That was all that could be heard in the blondes apartment.
Mello sat on the end of his bed, head facing down towards the door with his chocolate bar in hand. He raised his hand to take a bite but stopped...he wasn't in the mood for chocolate.
Why is the silence so loud? People say silence can be a good thing for some people.
He placed the bar on the bed and stood up, cracking his back and began walking to his door, he stopped in his tracks as he approached the mirror, he took a glance, his face which had been nothing but neutral had softened. He lifted his hand and allowed his fingers to wander over his scar. A voice spoke inside his head.
Mello you did this to yourself, Mello you selfish bastard! You killed an innocent man, and for what? To save you're own ass!? What would my Mother and Father think?! What...What would L think...? He wouldn't want someone like you to succeed him...maybe...maybe Near IS better than you.
He became angry at himself as he reminisced on his past actions and allowing such thoughts to rest in his head. Mello began to clench his fist, he then swung his arm, allowing his clenched fist to connect to the mirror. The mirror shattered and fell to the floor, Mello stood watching the blood on his hand drip, he needed a bandage.
Maybe...the silence isn't so good for me.
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//Note from the admin.
1 min read
//I hate how I've kinda disappeared, however give me till next week Wednesday and I shall be on a hell of alot more, I have a major exam next week so revision has been a nightmare<3.
I LOVE YOU ALL FOR BEING SO PATIENT WITH ME!
I LOVE YOU ALL FOR BEING SO PATIENT WITH ME!
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Mello's Life In Music.
2 min read
//Mello: Okay guys...the admin has went completely nuts okay? She's kinda forcing me to do this so uhhhh...
Me: SHUT UP! *throws chocolate across the room and watches him run* Yeah so I got tagged in this on my person DA account and thought it would be really cool to do it for Mello.
Mello: *sits in a corner happily nomming away, tossing his iPod over to admin*
Me: Okay lets get started!
Opening Credits: A Day To Remember - All I Want
Waking Up: Motionless In White - Devils Night
Falling In Love: Black Veil Brides - The Morticians Daughter
Fight Song: Bullet For My Valentine - Your Betrayal
Breaking Up: Wheatus - Teenage Dirtbag
Life's OK: Black Veil Brides - Lost It All
Getting Back Together: You Me At Six - Reckless
Wedding: Black Veil Brides - Resurrect The Sun
Birth of Child: Eminem - Mockingbird
Final Battle: Gackt - Redemption
Death Scene: All Time Low - Time Bomb (Bit ironic isn't it? XD)
Funeral Song: Lady GaGa - So Happy I Could Die
End Credits: Motley Crue - Saints of Los Angeles
Me: Put your iPod/MP3 on shuffle and put the first song it comes to, and see what you're life theme's are! Have fun!
Mello: *whilst eating* I hate you...not as much as I hate Near though..
Me: Shut up and stop talking whilst eating.
Me: SHUT UP! *throws chocolate across the room and watches him run* Yeah so I got tagged in this on my person DA account and thought it would be really cool to do it for Mello.
Mello: *sits in a corner happily nomming away, tossing his iPod over to admin*
Me: Okay lets get started!
Opening Credits: A Day To Remember - All I Want Waking Up: Motionless In White - Devils Night Falling In Love: Black Veil Brides - The Morticians Daughter Fight Song: Bullet For My Valentine - Your Betrayal Breaking Up: Wheatus - Teenage Dirtbag Life's OK: Black Veil Brides - Lost It All Getting Back Together: You Me At Six - Reckless Wedding: Black Veil Brides - Resurrect The Sun Birth of Child: Eminem - Mockingbird Final Battle: Gackt - Redemption Death Scene: All Time Low - Time Bomb (Bit ironic isn't it? XD) Funeral Song: Lady GaGa - So Happy I Could Die End Credits: Motley Crue - Saints of Los AngelesMe: Put your iPod/MP3 on shuffle and put the first song it comes to, and see what you're life theme's are! Have fun!
Mello: *whilst eating* I hate you...not as much as I hate Near though..
Me: Shut up and stop talking whilst eating.
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Mello's Easter Memories.
2 min read
Mello hadn't forgotten his first Easter he had spent with his best friend Matt. Mello smiled fondly at the memories, rolling hard boiled eggs down a hill, eating Easter Eggs whilst watching him play some new video game, at the time he believed it was Final Fantasy 7. The most important part to him was the fact he spent it with the one person who seemed to understand him.
Whilst remembering such sweet memories he laid upon his couch in his small yet functional apartment, he wore nothing but black sweats and a white t-shirt which seemed tight fitted. He held his chocolate bar in his left hand, cell phone in his right. He punched in a familiar number into the keypad and held the phone to his ear. "Hey Matt...yeah I'm good, listen uhhh...what are you up to?...mind if I join you?....great I'll be there soon. Bye" He hung up the phone and smiled. He got up from the couch and pulled his arms behind him, making his shoulders crack. He walked into his bedroom and changed into black jeans and black boots.
On his way out of the door he grabbed his leather jacket and pulled it over his shoulders and looked towards the table. Laid there was a copy of Mario Kart 64. He chucked and picked it up. He knew Matt was going to love this, he did after all own pretty much every console that had appeared available. He ran down the building and hopped onto his bike, no helmet was needed in his eyes. He started the engine and drove off into the night, the roaring of the bike becoming faint as he left the apartment building.
Yeah...I'm kinda liking this new me...however, Kira is still my main priority, I must beat Near however...I must not allow Miss. Sayu Yagami get hurt...I made a promise to her and I intend to keep it
Whilst remembering such sweet memories he laid upon his couch in his small yet functional apartment, he wore nothing but black sweats and a white t-shirt which seemed tight fitted. He held his chocolate bar in his left hand, cell phone in his right. He punched in a familiar number into the keypad and held the phone to his ear. "Hey Matt...yeah I'm good, listen uhhh...what are you up to?...mind if I join you?....great I'll be there soon. Bye" He hung up the phone and smiled. He got up from the couch and pulled his arms behind him, making his shoulders crack. He walked into his bedroom and changed into black jeans and black boots.
On his way out of the door he grabbed his leather jacket and pulled it over his shoulders and looked towards the table. Laid there was a copy of Mario Kart 64. He chucked and picked it up. He knew Matt was going to love this, he did after all own pretty much every console that had appeared available. He ran down the building and hopped onto his bike, no helmet was needed in his eyes. He started the engine and drove off into the night, the roaring of the bike becoming faint as he left the apartment building.
Yeah...I'm kinda liking this new me...however, Kira is still my main priority, I must beat Near however...I must not allow Miss. Sayu Yagami get hurt...I made a promise to her and I intend to keep it
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An Insider To Mello's head.
3 min read
Mello sat by his desk in his small yet functional apartment. He gazed over out the window and watched the lights flicker under the dark sky. He heard the cars drive past, the odd horn sounding off, a few shouts from angry drivers. He looked down and sat deep in thought, his scar being lit by the dim light emitting from his desk lamp.
I don't know much of my childhood, the only things that stick out are...Wammy's. I loved it there don't get me wrong but...I wish I had a normal childhood, I wanted to know my parents, did they even love me? I am Mihael Keehl but is he even good enough? Mello is more than just an alias, its my way of covering up the fact I am a kind-hearted person. However only one person knew of his existence and that was...Matt...Mail Jeevas...god its been so long, I wonder how he is doing
Mello noticed he had been crying, he missed how everything used to be, he missed the times where he would get mad at Near for beating him, yeah he hated it but it made him who he was today. He missed yelling at Matt to turn his damn video games down. Most importantly? He missed the times he could wander around the streets and not fear being attacked by an enemy.
I suppose in someways I deserve it I mean after all I did kidnap innocent people...such as Miss. Sayu Yagami...I was so caught up in obtaining the notebook I had to kidnap a young innocent girls life, she probably won't be the same again after what I did wait--why the hell do I care?! Maybe it's because...no! No it can't be! I refuse to believe this! After all I have never...
He stood and walked to the window in order to forget his thoughts, clutching his chocolate bar in hand, he stood shirtless, his toned body glowing from the light. His scar showing up faintly, he wore black jeans and was barefoot.
Kira...I will find you. I won't rest until I have done so, I will do anything in order to stop this injustice, it is evil.
He grinned and took a bite of his chocolate, the snapping creating a faint echo throughout his apartment inhabited by him only, he chewed on the piece slowly. Yes...everyone would know he was better than Near, it was a race.
I'll be waiting at the finish line...Near.
I don't know much of my childhood, the only things that stick out are...Wammy's. I loved it there don't get me wrong but...I wish I had a normal childhood, I wanted to know my parents, did they even love me? I am Mihael Keehl but is he even good enough? Mello is more than just an alias, its my way of covering up the fact I am a kind-hearted person. However only one person knew of his existence and that was...Matt...Mail Jeevas...god its been so long, I wonder how he is doing
Mello noticed he had been crying, he missed how everything used to be, he missed the times where he would get mad at Near for beating him, yeah he hated it but it made him who he was today. He missed yelling at Matt to turn his damn video games down. Most importantly? He missed the times he could wander around the streets and not fear being attacked by an enemy.
I suppose in someways I deserve it I mean after all I did kidnap innocent people...such as Miss. Sayu Yagami...I was so caught up in obtaining the notebook I had to kidnap a young innocent girls life, she probably won't be the same again after what I did wait--why the hell do I care?! Maybe it's because...no! No it can't be! I refuse to believe this! After all I have never...
He stood and walked to the window in order to forget his thoughts, clutching his chocolate bar in hand, he stood shirtless, his toned body glowing from the light. His scar showing up faintly, he wore black jeans and was barefoot.
Kira...I will find you. I won't rest until I have done so, I will do anything in order to stop this injustice, it is evil.
He grinned and took a bite of his chocolate, the snapping creating a faint echo throughout his apartment inhabited by him only, he chewed on the piece slowly. Yes...everyone would know he was better than Near, it was a race.
I'll be waiting at the finish line...Near.
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